Reveal the truth for me, please..

Yet again, i’m sitting here listening to silence that lingers like a bad smell.
Why must I do this every morning, when I know that the end is always the same?
Stare at nothing, swim in my thoughts of you, yet knowing that I cannot get near you.
Am I headed for ”that” place again?
That place, where everything seems so meaningless without ”that” person?
Is it true, or is it not..?

The thing I do know is that I do not know anything.
Even thought it’s my thoughts, my visions – I still cannot interoperate the meaning of it’s origin.
Is it really so hard to ask a person the most easiest, yet so fragile question?
I’ve never been afraid, never.
Always have I asked, told what I think and want, why can’t I now?
Have I become the coward everybody becomes at ”this” stage?
Is it true, or is it not..?

There some things I do know, the wise words that have striked me a lot of times.
Two sentences, heard som many times, though not given enough significance.
- If you don’t do what you think you’ll regret, you will stand to regret it the next day.
- If you don’t push yourself far, you’ll never know when you’ve reached ”too far”.
Shall I obey there words of wisdom?
Can they be harmful?
Is it true, or is it not..?